"YOU NEED CHAOS IN YOUR SOUL TO GIVE BIRTH TO A DANCING STAR".
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Friday, September 22, 2006


I always will, I know....

I loved you
and I loved you
and I loved you some more
I still do

Even when words spoken
Forbid you to call
My heart aches

Broken
Having to hurt you so

More than a soul-mate
Life showed you to be
A fiery twin of miracles
To show me you came

Our broken selves
In each other
A fountain found
Of beauty, creativity
Passion
Compassion for all…

Voyajeur and

Hermit
Lost
In your our own
Inspired
Genius world
Put, I am abandoned
Devastatigly alone

Time and again
Patiently,
Silently
Negotiating
Even pleading words
You listen to
You heard

What forgetfulness
Erased our wants

Our needs ?
Your mind and soul
Turned away
On your way
To further explore
Departing for hunts
And distant huts

Out of reach

Eternities of scolding
Un-breathable deserts
You walked
Vanishing into
Mirages of my mind
Where I found you
Safe and sound
Where I held you

And held you tight

Old together
I contemplate no more
The comfort of knowing
You by my side
I am unable to hold

I loved you
and I loved you
and I loved you some more!
I still do.
Even when words spoken
Forbid you to call
My heart aches

Broken
Having to hurt you so!

My heart aches

Broken
Having to hurt you so …


9 comments:

serenity said...

Angeldust,
So much depth of emotion and feelng in this poem. So much expression and passion and longing and sadness.

Sending you loving thoughts through the miles for all of eternity.

Alicia M B Ballard StudioGaleria said...

Yes, Serenity
ALL of that...

Thank you for the loving words and thoughts.
Sending you loads of angel-dusties

QUASAR9 said...

Beautiful, Angel Dust!
A Sprinkling of pure magic.

Hope you are having fun!

krystyna said...

I love the way your words move together and form such beautiful poem.
Peace and love to you!

Alicia M B Ballard StudioGaleria said...

Quasar

fun?
Not particularly at this time...

Thank you for your lovely visit.

Alicia M B Ballard StudioGaleria said...

Krystyna dear,

as always soooo welcome.
You brighten my day.

Love and blessings

QUASAR9 said...

Hi Angel Dust,
occasional "angel lapses" and
small "eccentric distractions"
are common to us all,
I sometimes revisited what I have said or written to make sure I have not made some monumental blunder

"metedura de pata" or putting your foot in it, can be accidental as in making an error or accidently letting on your neighbour's wife was seen doing this or that, or in some cases deliberately and malicious, as in deliberately letting on your neighbour's wife was in Amsterdam when she should have been in Coppenhagen. lol!

QUASAR9 said...

Hi Angel Dust,
alas grey cells only regenerate so often, then they and memories fade, sometimes gracefully, sometimes not.

The Ram's Horn is symbolic a call to penance.
Astrologically I'm a Centaur.

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JOAN GONZÁLEZ_MIRATGES said...

saludos desde BCN Catalonia

Joan G.